i haven’t smoked (or otherwise ingested) pot for over two years with only two exceptions. for the most part, the cravings stopped a long time ago, with the occasional flare up from time to time. lately though, i feel like having another one for old time’s sake. and the only thing holding me back is the fact that i don’t know if i’ll be tested at a new job when i finally get a good position somewhere. well, that and the fact that i don’t know a single person here who i could approach about finding some. …and not having the money to get any to begin with. but i know that this craving will also pass eventually. they always do if i ignore them long enough. the last thing i want to do is to turn into a lazy-ass stoner again. that won’t do anyone any good, especially me…

well i’m sittin alone saturday night
watching the late late show
a bottle of wine, some cigarettes
i got no place to go
but i saw your other man today
he was wearing my brand new shoes
and i’m down to seeds and stems again too

i met my old friend bob today
from up in bowling green
he had the prettiest little gal
that i’d ever seen
but i couldn’t hide my tears at all
cause she looked just like you
and i’m down to seeds and stems again too

now everybody tells me
there’s other ways of gettin by
they don’t seem to understand
i’m too far gone to try
now these lonely memories
they’re all i can lose
and i’m down to seeds and stems again too

well my dog died just yesterday
and left me on my own
the finance company dropped by today
and repossessed my home
but that’s just a drop in the bucket gal
compared to losing you
and i’m down to seeds and stems again too
got the down to seeds and stems again blues